Särjin sydämeni

Tämä runo syntyi menneiden vuosien kokemuksista. Meillä jokaisella on varmasti sydän joskus särkynyt syystä tai toisesta tai monesta.

Särjin sydämeni
rakastumalla sinuun. 
Näit minussa haavekuvasi,
rakastuit siihen
enkä saanutkaan olla minä.
Ehkä minäkin rakastuin 
sinun haavekuvaasi minusta.
Ehkä minä halusin
olla se, mitä ensin näit minussa.
Silti tiesin,
olin paljon enemmän,
paljon monimutkaisempaa,
monipuolisempaa,
jota olisi vaikeampi rakastaa
– minunkin.
Särjin haavekuvasi
olemalla enemmän,
se hajotti pienen maailman,
jonka unelmamme olivat luoneet

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Blue Lovestory (Fallen hidden)

He arrived from the back door of her house and her world was changed.
What he saw in her was so beautiful and high
they both fell in love.
He was so welcome
and what she saw in him was so full of light and he was so bright.
They both fell in love.

So full of hope, spirit landed upon them.
Love written in heaven and their picture was fresh and true
yet they fell off from high.
Their love was based on dream yet it was still so true.

Life appeared unpredictable
so different from their dream.
They had fallen on each other’s dream
yet daily life and dream unmatched
they fell and broke their hearts.
They both were more
and harder to love and hold love true.

So sad and blue
was the world were dreams can come true
and grow out of clue.

Broken hearts forced them to open the doors closed so tight
hiding their wounds created in time and space of life
and separate from their dreams.

The love written in heaven tore their wounds wide open
and love became broken.
So sad and blue,
so sad and blue.

Story didn’t end there
although they couldn’t see where
the love written in heaven
had fallen hidden.
so sad and blue
so sad and blue.